Day: January 6, 2021

Day 006 – Butterflying!

6 January 2021

Celtic Cross Layout of daily cards.1 is Now, card is Beyond Illusion.2 is Influence, card is Courage.3 is Goal, card is Harmony.4 is Distant Past, card is Rebirth.5 is Recent Past, card is Integration.6 is Future Energy, card is Sharing.7 is Feelings, card is Playfulness.8 is Others’ views, card is Experiencing.9 is Hopes & Fears, card is Patience.10 is Outcome, card is Breakthrough.

Today's Cards

Tabled list position number, description and daily card:1 is Now,Beyond Illusion.2 is Influence,Courage.3 is Goal,Harmony.4 is Distant Past,Rebirth.5 is Recent Past,Integration.6 is Future Energy,Sharing.7 is Feelings,Playfulness.8 is Others’ views,Experiencing.9 is Hopes & Fears,Patience.10 is Outcome,Breakthrough.

Context

Yesterday’s reading ended with Schizophrenia or being caught between a rock and a hard place with me thinking that nothing else but sleep could happen before I went to bed.  How wrong I was!  As I was preparing for bed I spotted a massive huntsman spider on the ceiling above the bedroom door.  Link to image of about the size is in this article

Normally, I would call my husband to relocate it down to the creek.  When I was single I used to just leave it, but it was right ABOVE THE BEDROOM DOOR!  And like in the article mentioned above, they’re safe but they do jump at you if you want to get into an argument about ceiling space.  

My hard place was I wanted to go to bed and didn’t want to open the door because he might go into the bedroom and wake my husband.  It’s also been a few years since I had slept with a spider in the room.  I’d be a hypocrite to say that I don’t kill spiders, I just don’t kill ones this size and besides it’s not lethal.  Just scary.

The rock was the spider and its location.  I did not want to be jumped!  So, I took a deep breath and let go of going to bed just at that moment and let go of trying to capture the spider but simply decided to wait until it moved.  That illusive third option.  

It moved.  Over the dining table, then over the glass table where our small table top Christmas tree sat.  The tree’s base was surrounded by cards, family photos, unwrapped presents and a bowl where my husband kept his wallet at night.  Basically, not gettable, although I got the back scratcher and flung a few cards off the table. 

One of our cats (Dobby) showed up, and thought he would be my rescuer.  The cat would do what it would do and the spider would do likewise.  It was an interesting game to watch.  The spider knowing that hunters typically need movement to trigger the hunt, was amazingly still for quite some time.  

All my attempts at trying to get Dobby to see the spider came to nought. To Dobby’s credit he did eventually spot a movement.  Interestingly, the spider when it saw Dobby’s head turn toward me chose that moment to make its move.  

Unfortunately for the spider Dobby turned back too quickly.  Then the cat and spider chase was on.  The spider won the battle, especially through the glass table – it was always on the other side of where Dobby was.  It was really quite funny!

Of our two cats, Dobby is the better strategist.  He lay himself down by the glass table and was content to wait.  It was near midnight and this was like noon for him.  On that note, I went to bed.

When my husband woke I warned him about sticking his hand in the bowl to grab his wallet – just in case spidey wanted to make a home in there during daylight hours.  Turns out spidey lost the war, because by morning he was no more found dead on the floor.

For this reason, I am contemplating writing the days events before I deal the cards for the new day.  This will give it a proper 24 hour cycle.

Anyway, today’s activities were focussed around my website again.  This time more about how I could improve the image I had.  There was a comment made on the image that I agreed with and it had been troubling me since I created it. There was just something missing.

So during the day I drifted from element to element and decided that I would obtain the services of a professional to help me round out the page.  Realising that when I started this venture a year ago, that because I hadn’t started I hadn’t clearly identified requirements for the site.  To some extent I still don’t, but by going live and posting, I’m discovering my real needs and can now put something together.

Another thing I started was doing either an “about me” page or rewording the text on the “home page”.  This I will need to chat to an expert about.  Nonetheless, I wrote the text and in the writing I discovered what was missing from the logo.

So today, I sent off the tweak to the logo to the designers for a quote to adjust it to fit.  But I can tell you I’m so happy it ties in all the elements and a sense of who I am both in the text and the tweak to the logo. So happy even if I am opening by life up in it! But that’s the whole purpose of the blog isn’t it.

Okay, let’s see what the cards had to say.

The Cards

Firstly, the card of Beyond Illusion is a beautiful card.  Today the butterfly overlaying a serene person’s face is attracting me.  It makes me think of transformation and the caterpillar that came before the chrysalis into the butterfly.  Based on my day I would say that I definitely applies. 

Today’s Influencer card is Courage.  This can be read as both influencer and blocker.  It required courage for me to decide to open up in the “about me” area.  Yet, the very lack of courage could have prevented the growth.  Mind you I haven’t published it yet.  One tender flat of the wings at a time.

And look the Harmony card has returned but in the Goal position. According to the Osho Zen Tarot book my goal is to “follow my heart whatever the stake” (p. 116).  This too fits with my goal today.  Both with my logo and the new addition to my page.

I think from the focus of today it has certainly come from the Rebirth of the website. Tick that off as the Distant Past card being accurate for today too.

Looking at the Recent Past and again based on what I have written about my day just the name of the card, Integration, sums up what I’ve been trying to accomplish. Talk about spot on so far. 

Needless to say that I certainly hope that Sharing this with people interested in having a nibble or even interested a larger read of this site is exactly what I would like to do.  Just deciding when to share it is going to be the challenge.  Maybe tomorrow.  However, looking ahead at the Hopes and Fears position, timing will be my challenge.

Well I am certainly feeling more playful with what I write and how I write it.  Yes, the grammar isn’t perfect I will try and get better – there are still some mental landmines put in during my school years by well-meaning people that I need to diffuse before I get grammar completely.  

Nonetheless, I hope to make the site fun in parts.  If we’re going to do this for a year a sense of humour is definitely needed.  So my Feelings position (see what I did there) for the site today is that it needs Playfulness.

The Other People’s Views position on the emerging butterfly is that it is all part of Experiencing life and growth.  Fingers-crossed; not sure how the logo company are going to feel about the change in logo – again.   

So position nine, Hopes and Fears is Patience. Aha.  Patience and I don’t see each other often.  Suffering FOMO (fear of missing out) at times pushes my patience to impatience quickly.  

Funnily, if I don’t think about waiting patience really is its own reward.  The question is, how long do I wait to engage the developer?  I know I would like “right now”.  Developer’s cost money and I want to make sure that I have enough to cover off on what I need.  Not much I can do about it right now – tomorrow.

Breakthrough is a fitting Outcome card for the day.  The one I’m particularly excited about is the logo one.  Yippee!

 

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